alarm clock rang this morning and i turned it off. i thought to myself fuck uni i don’t care, it’s not like i’ll miss anything. then i thought to myself what if i do? what if i miss something important? i can’t miss a lecture? i have to pee… got out of bed to go to the bathroom and then i decided what the hell, i’m already out of bed.

so here i am ready to go to uni. but a word to the wise, when you go to bed upset you wake up angry. 

woke up an hour ago. i’ve showered and gotten dressed and now i’m ready to go and do something. are the boys? no. surprised? no.

simon had started making bacon for breakfast and left me some, but i just can’t stomach it today. so i had a piece of toast instead. going to get something to eat once i get out. bacon for breakfast just seems disgusting to me today.

Emmelie and I on midsummer

so why is it that when you actually want to sleep in you’ve got something to get up for, and when you’ve got nothing you wake up right away. is it a mental thing? aja, doing the washing this morning, and there’s quite a lot!

got up early today cause there’s like an open house at the doctor’s office, so i’m going to try and get a couple of things sorted!

i slept fine at first, but as soon at the clock hit 3 i kept rolling around and waking up constantly. so i’m thinking a nap might have to be in order for later..

dad’s dropping me off on the way to work, so let’s hope the walk home doesn’t include rain!

good morning!

i’m ridiculously tired for some reason. maybe it’s the fact that the assholes in under me woke me up like three times during the night. i don’t get it, do they not sleep? and if not show some respect and stop yelling and playing your music so loud. every once in a while i can understand but it’s been every night constantly for a couple of weeks now and i shouldn’t have to call to make a noise complaint every night.

anyways, other than that i’m alright. my back hurts. think i’m gunna get a bagel for breakfast wait for simon to wake up watch some weeds and then go to the gym later! going to try and run for an hour and a half today. training for a 10k run in september possibly? oh we’ll see!

really could not sleep this morning. woke up at 4. then 5. then 6. then 630. then dozed in and out of sleep until 8 when i decided laying in bed for another 30 min felt pointless. i hate waking up though and just feeling sick. sick sick sick. like nauseous, but it just wont go away. i know its cause i need food but its the last thing i want when im that nauseous! either way im sat here forcing myself to eat a bagel good morning?